It is finally March!

I am so excited that March is finally here! We have so many little plans and it is time for the busy, busyness of spring.

Change

So Friday I asked PB to help me rearrange the living room. Before we started I told him there is a huge possibility that I wouldn't like it and would want it right back the way we began.

We rearranged and rearranged and moved again, finally something he likes... and me, I hate it! It is different! I want it the way it was, where I was comfortable. Where things, pictures and stuff had their own place. Now I would have to rehang pictures and reorganize stuff?! That is nuts. Let's put it back!

As he sat there happy and content with the change, I sat across from him pouting! Literally pissed off I had all this work ahead of me, to find homes for things that had great homes to start with. Why did I have to open my big mouth and want change??!?!?!? When I just wanted it right back the way we started.

As the night progressed I TRIED to like it, I really did. I rearranged pictures and the stuff to make it look more homey. I even moved things in from other rooms, more stuff! To make me like it.

Time for bed, it's 2:30am, four hours after I started this mess. Let me sleep on it, surely in the morning I will feel differently about it.

Morning comes and my mind is clear. I actually forgot about the living room fiasco. I walked into there and it was like a breath of fresh air! The sunshine was coming through the windows, illuminating the room in just such a way heaven could! Seriously, I like it! I didn't think that was going to happen!

Procrastination

There are so many times I just want to sit down and write in here. Then I start to second guess myself, you, the readers won't like what I have to say or that my idea is stupid. Well, you know what?! I need to stop thinking about everyone in blog land and write what I set forth to write! Stupid or not, here I come!

You ask, Why Heaven?

Our family of 4 live in an 800 sq ft house, 2 bed room...very tight, but comfortable.
We love it. But most of all, I love the fact that I can call it home. There is Momma bear, Papa bear, Sissy bear and Baby bear. (Names have been withheld to protect the innocent) (From hereby to be referred to as MB, PB, SB, BB). I started to blog to document us and our life. I have a Facebook account, but I really want to start writing in great length about being a mom, my recipes, daily life stuff! So enjoy the journey with me.